Aimless Thoughts of a Wandering Mind

There’s a reason for everything- spoken word

another poem i have posted, now just a video of it.

hope u like it :)

BARTENDER- spoken word

I am a bartender.. this describes the things a female bartender, such as myself, ends up having to subject herself to for the sake of money.. with the way society is and how it all revolves around money.. check it out. thank you :)

Faith- spoken word poetry

kinda drunk wen i recorded this so dont mind my sarcasm n shit talk in the beginning lol im just havin fun :P this poem is very strong thou, ill probably re-record this one soon hahaha

but its bout having faith wen ur close to the edge.

Enjoy!

Little Lady Hustler…

u cant expect me to stick around

even thou we love the way we get down

cuz a girl no wen a boy got love

n wen it comes to me, u juz a lonely thug

but i no u got me, the way i got u.

so at the end of the day, u no our shit is coo

so its all good to play the way u do

cuz lonely bitches need sum lovin too ;)

———-break———

Dont act like i aint nothing

when you no im that shit u puffin

taking u on that high ride

thru them night skies

close your glossy eyes

and just feel the lovin…

BARTENDER

The short walk from the bar

To the car…

On a cold night;

Ive lost touch

But am still close in sight.

Rockin tha leather jacket,

Just after the rain;

The emanation of alcohol

Lingers, still remains.

Trailing far behind like the train

Of a bride’s dress flowing white and plain.

But does not carry the innocence

Of the virgin that the white is meant,

To represent.

Instead,

Stale sinful intent.

Anything but heaven sent.

For instead of sweet pureness and clarity,

This kicked up dust carries the selfishness of vanity.

Fingers emitting the dinginess

Of this sad money-based reality.

Cold cash mentality.

Living for nothing Else

But the salary…

Not even for Self

Anymore…

This society we live in

Constantly searching for a way to get in.

The only compass to happiness

On this road is paper-thin.

Lavishly filled with-

Emptiness,

Flavorless,

Meaningless…

Yet, only possibility to feeding us…

Holding the weight of our life in its hands

This paper.

Got the world thinking it will make

Us safer.

Because it gives us sumthing

To offer.

Suggesting that our love is never enough,

So we scramble to find ways to pay ourselves up.

Just to count the opportunities in your hand

Given that no one will help you

Unless they are paid to understand,

That all your tryin to do

Is just make it through,

With the weight of the world

Pressing hard against you.

Given that without it

The world will desecrate you…

Searching in desperate places

For prosperity to be found.

Like the hole in the wall of a bar

Breathing without a sound..

Watching your breath in the air dissipate,

Like the sweet dreams of your future

You work so hard to create.

Leaving scars behind on the brain

From the BAC level

Running thru their veins..

The silver in his hand gleaming

Between angry fists

And hot heads steaming.

Curse words

And racial slurs

Broken glass- blue

And blood red light blurs..

Sexual slanders uttered

Beneath alcoholic breath

Recollections of perverse words

Tossed into my memorial mess

Predisposing their wicked needs

With each dragging step…

Out on that lonely walk,

From the bar

To the car.

Because without it,

You just won’t make it very far.

Killa Cruz-

Killin it wen im feelin it.

-Jess

There’s a reason for everything…

Theres a reason for everything..

Theres a reason y ur there and im here

Why eyes see and ears hear

Why our future is never rly clear..

Theres a reason for everything.

Why ur taken and im alone

Why sumtimes we call and no1s home

Why ur on lock and my heart still roams..

Theres a reason for it all

Why on my birthdays u still call

When even then, my importance was small

Why we never truly let love fall..

So what if i said

I hope i never c u again?

But that i still wish the best for u

and happiness in the end…?

One could say,

That would happen for a reason..

And i no i could say

I have my reasons..

SO… as much as i totally hear this n support the message its preaching… i also cant help but feel this is the stupidest thing u can do as a woman protesting against getting financially fuckd by the government…

walkin round topless saying im poor bc of u… hmm…

what does this accomplish?

#1 hard ons

&

#2 a reason to keep u poor… awesome! if taking ur money leaves ur fine ass without clothes, im down widdit.

This shit seriously backfires bad in ur face.. like taking fuckin nut to the eye…

It just makes these girls seriously look like they were just searching for yet another excuse to walk around topless like mardi gras or vegas… this protest is not a fucking party.

Take ur tasteless tits out of my protest. thank you.

LoVe FoR tHe CaUsE… <3 -

Jessica

beeaaarrrr:

neverlandnow:

Activists from Ukrainian feminist group FEMEN shout slogans during a topless protest  against the Worl Economic Forum(WEF) annual meeting on January 28, 2012 in the Swiss resort of Davos.

They’re fucking hardcore. 

mutualaddiction:

The dog was named Parrot. This was taken moments before Parrot was murdered by the cop. The cop drove his knee into the middle of Parrot’s back while stretching Parrot’s forelegs behind him, as one would do with an armed criminal. Without waiting to determine whether this technique would calm Parrot, the cop grabbed Parrot, lifted him off the ground, and brought him to the top of the concrete staircase. He threw Parrot over the banister, down twelve steps, and onto the concrete floor. Then, the cop stood at the top of the stairs, drew his weapon, and executed Parrot. Aaron, the animal’s owner, cannot recall the number of shots fired. Witnesses state that Parrot was not harming anybody and was simply frightened by the cop. At no time did Parrot try to bite the officer, all he did was start barking.It doesn’t matter if you are a part of an Occupy movement, PETA, Republican, Democrat, Independant Religious or not, if you are a part of the human race this should be a wake up call that something is very wrong with our society.Isn’t brutally killing animals something that most Serial Killers do right before they switch to killing humans?
source anyone?

mutualaddiction:

The dog was named Parrot. 
This was taken moments before Parrot was murdered by the cop. The cop drove his knee into the middle of Parrot’s back while stretching Parrot’s forelegs behind him, as one would do with an armed criminal. Without waiting to determine whether this technique would calm Parrot, the cop grabbed Parrot, lifted him off the ground, and brought him to the top of the concrete staircase. 

He threw Parrot over the banister, down twelve steps, and onto the concrete floor. Then, the cop stood at the top of the stairs, drew his weapon, and executed Parrot. Aaron, the animal’s owner, cannot recall the number of shots fired. Witnesses state that Parrot was not harming anybody and was simply frightened by the cop. At no time did Parrot try to bite the officer, all he did was start barking.

It doesn’t matter if you are a part of an Occupy movement, PETA, Republican, Democrat, Independant Religious or not, if you are a part of the human race this should be a wake up call that something is very wrong with our society.

Isn’t brutally killing animals something that most Serial Killers do right before they switch to killing humans?

source anyone?

Hows this for transparency haha

Looking into googles terms of service and came across this list

how we approach privacy and user information across all of our products:Use information to provide our users with valuable products and services. Develop products that reflect strong privacy standards and practices. Make the collection of personal information transparent. Give users meaningful choices to protect their privacy. Be a responsible steward of the information we hold. Make the collection of personal information transparent… lol. right after the strong privacy standards and practices… oh google.. so funny. at least now they being transparent. they just tellin us straight up wut they doin.

Fuckin ridiculous… wut the fuck do we do now.

politicalcrazyness:

Soros Mouthpiece Pushing Pre-Crime Policy Through Google (by TheAlexJonesChannel)

So if there is no conspiracy. Why make it illegal. If conspiracy was all fake, then talk of it would be harmless. Talk about proving conspiracies exist, by the very fact they want to make it illegal.

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